I'm Going To Miss Him

Best wishes, cheers, hugs and kisses
spread throughout the room
as family and friends gather
to congratulate the bride and groom
he proudly stands next to her
with stars in his eyes
they looks so happy, so in love
it makes me want to cry
childhood memories surface
blurring my vision
as I watch them both
walking down the aisle
I can't help but feel
sadness overwhelm my soul
seems it was just yesterday
when we were ten years old
playing tag on the merry go round
nobody ever said we'd grow up so fast
but somehow, we wound away the years
making memories to last
you know, its funny
how life takes you by surprise
I never thought this day would come
when I'd have to say goodbye

"With You" - LINKIN PARK LYRICS

I woke up in a dream today
To the cold of the static and put my cold feet on the floor
Forgot all about yesterday
Remembering I’m pretending to be where I’m not anymore
A little taste of hypocrisy
And I’m left in the wake of the mistake, slow to react
So even though you’re so close to me
You’re still so distant and I can’t bring you back
[Bridge:]
It’s true the way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if you’re not with me
[Chorus:]
(I’m with you)
You
Now I see keeping everything inside
(with you)
You
Now I see

All Yours

I hope you accept this invitation from my heart. The last thing I want is for us to be apart. I know its my fault for the harm thats been done. Im asking for the chance to prove I am the one. I cant take it back, that I do know. That wasnt who I am I will prove it and show. I can say I was scared but it wasnt of you. I was scared of my past and should have knew. Instead I hid my fear deep inside. While you left your heart open wide. I should have known there was no need to be scared. My life was with the perfect person for it to be shared. You have my heart and I dont want it back. You are the one who got me back on track. If the time comes and you can find it in your heart. I will be ready for a new start. Im writing you this poem from my heart to yours. I just want you to know that im all yours.

True Love Quotes

1. True love is not how you forgive, but how you forget, not what you see but what you feel, not how you listen but how you understand, and not how you let go but how you hold on.
2. You are my soul mate, my sweetheart, you are my dream come true, from now until the end of time I give my heart and soul to you.
3. True love is not about the hugs and kisses, the 'I love you's' or the 'I miss you's', but about the chills that hit every part of your spine when you think about him.
4.  It's not who you are to the world, it's who you are to me. It's not how many times I say I love you... it's how much I really do.
5. When we love, it isn't because the person's perfect, it's because we learn to see an imperfect person perfectly.
6.  You know you truly love somebody when they hurt you so badly, but all you can think about it is the times when they made you smile.
7.  I love you because you bring out the best in me, and holding on to that thought, I sincerely believe that just by being with you shall bring out the best life I ever could live
8. Last night I looked up at the stars and matched each one with a reason why I love you. I was doing great until I ran out of stars.
9. A priceless moment is when the person that you have fallen in love with, looks you right in the eyes to tell you that they have fallen in love with you.

Katy Perry - Dark Horse Lyrics

I knew you were
You were gonna come to me
And here you are
But you better choose carefully
‘Cause I’m capable of anything
Of anything and everything

Make me your Aphrodite
Make me your one and only
Don’t make me your enemy, your enemy, your enemy

So you wanna play with magic
Boy, you should know whatcha falling for
Baby do you dare to do this
Cause I’m coming atcha like a dark horse
Are you ready for, ready for
A perfect storm, perfect storm
Cause once you’re mine, once you’re mine
There’s no going back

Mark my words
This love will make you levitate
Like a bird
Like a bird without a cage
But down to earth
If you choose to walk away, don’t walk away

Sam Smith - Stay With Me Lyrics

Guess it's true, I'm not good at a one night stand
But I still need love, 'cause I'm just a man
These nights never seem to go to plan
I don't want you to leave - will you hold my hand?

Oh won't you stay with me?
'Cause you're all I need
This ain't love, it's clear to see
But darling, stay with me

Why am I so emotional?
No it's not a good look: gain some self control
Deep down I know this'll never work
But you can lay with me so it doesn't hurt

Oh won't you stay with me?
'Cause you're all I need
This ain't love, it's clear to see
But darling, stay with me

Oh won't you stay with me?
'Cause you're all I need
This ain't love, it's clear to see
But darling, stay with me

I Love The Way

I love the way you love me
Regardless of what I do
I know you'll never leave me
Your love will always be true

I love the way you hold me
So tight in your arms
You give me all I ever wanted
Make me feel safe from any harm

I love the way you kiss me
Within I'm set afire
You make me week in the knees
Melt my heart with desire

I love your beautiful eyes
And your cute little nose
Your sexy legs turn me on
Love your body from head to toe

I love the way I need you
To be part of my everyday life
I love that I can call you my husband
And call myself your wife

Meeting you

She was as happy as could be
It was something you could both know and see
She felt like the strongest person ever born
She knew her happily beating heart would never again be torn
She had everything she could ever ask for
She was sure she'd never want anything more
A strong girl who was never offended
For she's one who's heart would never need mended
Trust me, nothing can ever bring her down
Not even the heaviest, toughest pound
She always walks with her chin up high
She loved how she'd never again have to cry
As strong as you are, you could never put her down
On her beautiful face never layed a single frown
She's so lucky she's not put in the shame
Of being with a guy and his shitty game
She was on top of the world once again
Her prayers were answered, an angel, God did send
For her it was more then a dream come true
It was the day she met you!

So Far Away Now

As the tears swell up deep in my eyes
For once in my lifetime I feel alive
Dwelling on the past, I will not allow
The fears I once had mean nothing to me now

"Let go of the past and think of the future.", they say
They don't know what its like being afraid every single day
Afraid of losing the one that you love the most
The only thing I want right now is for us to be close

She means everything to me, but does she know?
Can she sense the feelings that I just can't show?
I want her to see how much she changed my views
She's just someone I would never want to lose

The hardest thing when loving someone so far away
Is not knowing if they will still love you the very next day
It's not that I doubt it, I just wish she knew
That sometimes i just don't know what to do

I love her with all the love my heart has to provide
So pretty girl, don't worry.. I have nothing to hide
If you were here, you could tell by the tears in my eyes
This love we've been sharing, I hope it never dies

Sometimes...

Sometimes I imagine...

Happily sailing through life
you and me walking hand in hand
able to face each problem and strife
experiencing a love that understands

Where I can rest all my anxiety
in your comforting arms
conquer every goal and see victory
and not come across despair or harm

Sometimes I wonder...

If you think about me
and share the same feeling
or am I just a quiet breeze
that comes and goes not affecting

Do you desire the same love
which echoes within my heart
thoughts of me do you just shove
and let my memories depart

Sometimes I just wish...

I Miss You Still

Where to start?
The seventh grade, your quirky sence of style and your passion for life drew my to you.
Your smile, was so warm and inviting, I could almost feel myself melt into it when you smiled.
Your eyes, the blackest of black, showed your every emotion.
We were almost nothing alike, we didnt have the same friends, sence of style, or love for music.
But I was drawn to you.
Some might have called it a schoolgirls crush, others a joke..but there was feeling there, a feeling that I never felt before.
You told your friends that you liked me, and they turned their noses up at me, being in a different group was hard, but we wanted it so badly.
December 12th, the school dance, you made me the happiest girl ever, we were finally together.
You were my first kiss, you held a special place in my heart.
A month and a half had passed, we were arguing constantly, and I being the fool that I was, broke it off with you.
A short 2 weeks later, when I was thinking about apoliqizing, I got the call.
"Hes dead" She cried,
"found in his living room"
My world became blurry, my eyes opened up like floodgates.
My knees got weak, and I wept.
Saying goodbye to you was the hardest thing that I have ever done. Your face so pale and lifeless, your smile that once welcomed all, was now cold and lifeless. Your eyes, showed no emotion.
Two years later, I think of everyday, and I Still Miss You 
 

Love Hides from Autumn

I won't dream of your kiss
For you'll hold me so tight,
Your smile I won't miss
Since I'll see you tonight.
I'll give you my pillows,
You'll give me your quilt.
Our legs twine like willows
On sheets made of silk.
The fireplace is snapping,
Frost crackles on glass.
Two lovers are laughing,
A guy and his lass.
So baby let's cuddle.
Ignore Autumn's ring.
Together we'll snuggle,
and of Summer songs sing.
Let Autumn winds blow.
We'll hide under the sheet.
As we whisper so low,
Two lovers, complete.

The Passenger Of Heart

Give chance to absolute healing
not to the wound
by forgiving your friends

Do not place them in unbreakable shell
of your judgment for their past
When the river gets to the ocean is free!

Give space to healing by acceptance
Forgiveness is turning point
in the mirror of your heart
To change the unsightly face to exquisiteness
the tantrum to tolerance
To change the uneven duos to fair images
To change your rival to a better man

Break the shield of your verdicts
Let your wound embrace the salve of lenience
Let inhale the air that is not tainted
by the breath of our decrees
no matter how harsh the conditions are

Forgiveness like fresh air
imbues the lungs of the healing

How Could You ?

How could you turn your back on me when I screamed your name so loud?
How could you let me fall away from you, did you get too proud?
How could you watch as I died a gruesome death and broke apart?
How could you walk away from me, or were you never really there to start?

How could you be so cruel to me when all I ever tried to do was fit in?
How could you be so hypocritical when I spoke my secrets from deep within?
How could you have said those things and pretended that they were true?
How could you have meant them all-I don't understand what you're trying to do.

How could you pull the floor from beneath me when I just learned to stand?
Please, could you just explain this to me, Because I don't understand..
How could you play this game of pretend and play the part of a friend?
How could you be so thoughtless, how could you want this all to end?

How could you look me in the eye and say the cruelest of words?
How could you say you listened to me when you never really heard?
How could you stick this knife in my chest, then twist it where you wanted it to go?
Please answer me all these questions, I really need to know

How could you have done things things and live with no regret?
How could you not remember what you said, how could you forget?
How could you say you'd do it, and then never really follow through
But really, I just have one question to ask ... I just want to know, How could you??

I will always love you

You always helped me with all my troubles
and I'd do the same for you
when i said no one cared about me
you'd say you do

you stopped me from hurting myself
and ending my life
you came to my rescue
and put down the knife

you told me you would be nothing
if I wasn't there
those words showed me
you really cared

but there's another secret
that killing my soul
one that made me realize
you made me whole

it's that i love you
and even though were friends
i would always love you
until the end

I hope that one day
maybe you'll love me too
and I'll be waiting for that day to come
and you'll say I love you

Every Day

In every day that passes by
I feel the need to wonder why,
Why it is I met you this year,
And if your really meant to be here.

The all of a sudden I open my eyes,
And never have to ask that question why.
You make me smile when I’m feeling down
I am yet to see you wearing a frown.

If my life was meant to easy it would come with a book
But it seems so easy with your friendly look
It is a look like that, that makes my day
And lets my troubles fade away.

And if one of us should happen to die,
The other would be left to wonder why.
We’ll be apart until we meet again,
But the friendship will always be the same.

The thing that I am trying to say,
Is that I’m grateful of our friendship everyday.
And as you sit in silence wondering why,
I’ll be there for you til your tears run dry.

The words I cannot say

These are the words I cannot say
But they come from the heart
Despite all the arguments
I've liked you from the start

I like the way your mind works
The way you're so unique
And when I'm in my darkest hour
I long to hear you speak

I like the way you walk
The way you slightly smile
And when your move close to me
You cause my heart to go wild

I like the ways you're different
I like those mysterious eyes
Actually I like everything
Even what's inside

I long for you to hold me
To feel your lips on mine
I know it isn't work yet
We need a little more time

But these are all the things
I guess I cannot yet say
Like how I somehow manage
To think of you all day

Mirror

Through the walls
And past the mirrors
Stands a girl Who is strong
With her eyes filled with fire
Her soul is weak
But you would never know.
Detailed with passion
A definition of her heart
Words filled with regret
Her dream to write.
Pieces of no meaning
Nothing they could understand
How do I explain
Write of happiness
When all my stories are sad.
So hard to tell
My expression
My speech stuttering
My hands shaky
My heart beating fast
Loosing sleep from stress.
I want to give it up
Let go of the never existed
Step up to the plate
But how do you know me.
When you can not get me
When you don’t know me
When you cant figure me out.
Battling her everyday
Beat her down
Tell the girl in the mirror
To never give up
Reassure her it will be ok
So many burdens.
With makeup running down her face
I tell her
Tomorrow is another day
Tomorrow will be better
Tomorrow I can start over. Like all the other days

Rose Of Desire

As I plant a seed into the soil, the soil of my unpredictable life.
Hoping for each seed to blossom throughout the darken night.
Without the knowledge of knowing what each seed will form into...
But a rose I wish upon a star for this precious seed to be
I will pray so my rose will be a rose filled with love and beauty
With Gracefulness and Charm
A rose that would be viewed as a quantum characteristic that accounts
for the existence of love
A while It took to search for the perfect seed, till I found the one that spoke the
language of love back to me
The seed of desire that will blossom into
A perfect love for me to call my own.
The petals on that rose
Will be the petals that present my life
such a life I will live, for all I long for is to
find the perfect love to call my own...
Such beauty, such desire
Such sweet scent I want you to hold proudly
I will not fear to see what you might become
For I shall not walk away I will be here waiting for you
You are my beauty
You are my path
You are the rose I will water
If you promise to stay for a while

Maybe only today

Sitting beside you, staring into your eyes
my stomach does a flip and my heart cries
i don't think i should be feeling, like i am today
because every time you touch me, our love just melts away
i know you'd do anything, to keep me by your side
but I'm not feeling the same, and i don't know why
it used to be that every time you touched me i felt like flying
but today I'm feeling strange...i feel like our love is dying
so the hardest part now, is for me to figure out
if today will last forever, or am i just having doubts
saying goodbye will be too hard, i already know
I've already figured out that its hard to let people go
i guess you could call me confused, because its obvious that i must be
i guess i could wait for you, but I'd only be hurting me
so until you're in my shoes, and know just how i feel
don't call me crazy,because you don't know the deal
i just want you to get the picture, that its my heart to break
and if I've done the wrong thing, then I'll learn from my mistake
so I'm trying my hardest, I'm going to say goodbye
its hurts for me to keep it in, but it hurts to see you cry
so once again, here i am, not knowing what to do
i don't want to hurt me, but it seems worse to be hurting you
so i guess i'll just hold on, i'll try to keep it in
maybe this feeling i have today, wont ever come again

Fighting For You

Loved & lost only to live & Love another day,
been in Love with You since I was a kid & the sh-t wont go away,
I've tried it all from A-Z, from beginning to end,
from one girl to another in vain, it was all just to pretend,
to trick myself into believing I didn't Love You but I knew it was all a lie,
like I wouldn't give my life to keep You happy in the blink of an eye,
no one knows what You're really worth Love, more than I do,
what we shared were the strongest feelings we've felt, You & I know that thats true,
I've always felt the way I feel, ever since the day we first met,
even though we were young & we both looked a mess,
me, a chubby kid, and You with Your specks,
see, everything I've come to know about Love is built around who You are,
now, as I gaze in to the heavens at night it seems dull with out You, with out its brightest star,
the world lost all sense of worth, beauty lost all appeal,
with out You in my life, nothing appears to be real,
You mean way too much to me, there must be something I can do,
my Love for You wont die but I can die, Jaan, fighting for You.

Forgive Me

I really do love you
But I need to let you know
I have not been true
And now I must go

Our trust is now broken
And there’s no going back
A love left unspoken
Pushed me off track

I know that I did wrong
And for that I am sorry
I just couldn’t stay strong
This burden was too heavy

I placed my heart
In someone else’s hands
A man who won’t depart
Next to me he’ll always stand

I can’t deal with this pain
And you know why
No need to further explain
So now it’s good-bye

I will never forget
What we used to be
I hold no regret
And hope you’ll forgive me

Sparked

You’ve sparked the fire
It’s roaring hot
My loins are burning
I’ll forget you not

You’ve warmed the heart
That was going astray
Hope renewed
Lust has taken way

You have the moves
I can’t wait
For our next encounter
To take place

Hoping it’s sooner
Than the last
And each time
Is better than the past

Yearning to delve into your mind
Opening the soul
The best turn on of it’s kind
Then the fire takes control

It’s roaring hot
Longing again
For you to hit the spot

Let Me Trust You

Everyday I get more afraid
Of giving my heart away
Scared of what love will bring
Too nervous to hear the words you’ll say
I find myself lost in you
Not sure if I want to be
I see the looks that you give
And wonder what you see in me
I don’t want my heart broken
But I am so in love
I can’t seem to give up
A guy sent from above
So I’m gonna trust you
Please don’t let me down
For I am giving you a chance
To turn my life around
Don’t take it for granted
‘Cause it might not last long
I have weak thoughts
And my heart isn’t too strong
I’m putting my life in your hands
Now it’s all up to you
I look forward to the places we go
And the things we’ll be put through
But remember that I’m vulnerable
And I can’t stand to be hurt
I want to be at the top of your list
But I don’t have to be first
Believe me when I tell you
That I love you with all my heart
That I’m here for you forever and always
Just like I was at the start...

When I look into your eyes

When I look into your eyes, I am nothing but surprised.
I know about your past and how it didn't last,
How you got hurt, burnt, Abused and used,
and i bet your confused.

You deserve better, if not always and forever.
You said you didn't care, But you couldn't bare,
Isn't it such a scare.

Let me into your life and Ill show you that I care.
Like an endless dream Ill always be there.
I know your busy but please make time.
Working so much should be a crime.

You need time alone, and some time to think,
Let your feelings out why having a drink.
Forget about the past and look to the future,
I know your not ready, and I'm not trying to push you,
Just wanted to let you know that ill always be with you.

Your Pleasure Will be Mine

I aim to please and pleased you will be
Your pleasure will be mine

The train will stop
Our eyes will lock
And the present will stop in time

Your eyes that sparkle
Smile that shines
Your warm embrace
Encrypted in my mind

High hopes from the very first chat
Confirmed at last
Expectations and anticipations
Worth all of that

I aim to please and pleased you will be
And the pleasure will be mine

Your laughter rings
Your wit intrigues
They now engulf my mind

I write this without knowing
My heart tells me so
My mind tries to stop me
Since your feelings I do not know

Maybe Tomorrow

When I think about what we used to be,
I cry and cry in spite of me.
It just seems crazy that was just last year,
Just last year I barely cried one tear.

Now I'm just hoping maybe tomorrow,
Maybe tomorrow they'll be no more sorrow.
Maybe tomorrow you'll give me a glance,
Maybe tomorrow you'll give me one last chance.

Maybe tomorrow you'll give me a call,
Maybe tomorrow I won't cry at all.
Maybe tomorrow you'll hug me tight,
Maybe tomorrow you'll kiss me good night.

Maybe tomorrow you'll take back my heart,
Maybe you'll give me a brand new start.
I'm living with dreams that won't come true,
For you will never love me as I love you.

I Am Sorry

I am sorry that I made you cry,
It hurts me so bad that I want to die.
In you I have found a love that is true,
And my heart is filled with love for you.
I am sorry that I have hurt you and you are in pain,
But without you, my life will not be the same.
As I sit here writing this to you,
I am crying, thinking how much I was a fool.
I love you so much and I am sorry that we got into a fight,
I just wish that I could have made it up to you on that night,
I don?t want to break up and I wish we didn?t have this fight,
I just wish that this were so,
I never have loved anyone else as much as I loved you,
I thought that you should know.
I am sorry whatever should I do?
I want to take the time and apologize to you.
You fill my heart with joy, and you make my life complete,
Everytime you come around me my heart skips a beat.
I leave my phone on and I lye by it every night,
Just in case you call me if you feel something is not right.
Every night I think of you as I lye in the dark,
And I close my eyes and I see you holding on to me with your head against my heart.
Before I go and put this poem to an end,
I want to say I am sorry and it will never happen again.
I am sorry we fought
And I love you so much
Please forgive me